how?

sigh.16 hrs to 2011. and me n ken wud be history. what shud i do now? i srsly dun wana betray him. i srsly dun wana forget abt the troubles we got in together during class lessons n the bintan camp. so how? i aso duno. juz try to forget abt everything we did together? i can't,i really can't. then how? die lor.